Prolific Profound-ness

So what does it really mean anymore, being friends I mean. Does it mean keeping in contact with people? Seeing people all the time? Making plans and then breaking them?
I dont really know anymore.

It seems like anything I've tried to do and continue doing never seems to work, and yet I look at others and their lives are falling into place. Things they want are happening at the drop of a hat. Yet I seem to be working my hiney off and getting nothing in return.. Even all the work I'm doing has no show value.

Am I too materialistic? Probably.
Am I too needy? Probably.
Do I need my friends? Absolutely.. I cant Live without them

Signing off again...

xx

Lo